billy yates
The Radio 2 Breakfast Show host said she "couldn't see beyond putting your feet on the floor" at the height of her grief.
The cameraman took his own life last year.
Fans hailed her as an inspiration.
She recently completed a Sport Relief challenge in his memory.
'Everyone who loved him knew. None of us found an answer, none of us saved him.'
'You are at peace, and we can take comfort from that.'
The cameraman took his own life in May.
She also thanked her listeners for all of their support.
'I’ll look after her.'